Dancer

Well, we went to the dr last week and I learned so much. I have a blood clot behind where the baby is that was supposed to be gone when the baby was conceived but it didn't. The dr said there is a chance of miscarriage due to the clot but she also did not seem to be worried about it causing one just telling me there is a small chance.

We also got to see our baby in an ultrasound. SO AWESOME!! I said right away, there is the heartbeat, it was super strong, 179 beats per minute. Our baby danced for us almost the whole time we were having the ultrasound. I call our baby Tiny Dancer or Little Dancer.

I will post the pictures later. :)

Sleep...what is that???

I have suffered from headaches since Monday. I have also started not sleeping at night, I am so tired when I go to bed but wake up at 3 or 3:30 or 4. I am really tired when it is the actual time to get up in the mornings that I don't feel like getting up. On Tuesday, I had a migraine and ended up sleeping on the couch from 4 to 10. I was a little cramped sleeping there but ended up getting some decent sleep. I guess this is what the next 7 1/2 months will entail for me. I know it will be worth it for me suffer through the sleepness nights now and when the baby gets here just to enjoy holding my bundle of joy. I am excited and scared to be a mommy but know with the Lord's help I will be a great mommy, the best momma I can be.

DR. appt made

We go the DR. on December 22, I am so excited to get a confirmation about the baby coming other than my 3 Home test. More details and an ultra sound picture will come.

Sickness---PLEASE GO AWAY!!!

Today, December 6, was the first time I almost threw up with morning sickness. I was in the kitchen trying to fix my breakfast and all the sudden it hit me. I was at the sick with the rush of sickness rushing over me. I knew if I could just eat something I would calm my stomach, but the trouble was getting food when I wanted to puke. Finally, I got my food fixed and took a bite. I was much better after the food hit my stomach.

The rest of today has been touch and go. I wish I could just puke sometimes and feel a thousand times better but I know that is not going to happen. I am going to have this feeling for a while.

I have discovered lunch is my favorite because after I eat it I feel a thousand and ten times better. Yeah for something great.

She's having my baby!! I am having the baby!!

It has been a week since we found out we are HAVING A BABY! At first I did not believe the test so I went the next day and bought two more. I have only taken one of them so far, don't know why I am holding on to another one. I keep telling myself this is all a dream and I am going to wake up one day and it not be true.

Thanks to phone apps on the iPhone I found out my due date before ever going to the Dr. July 30, 2011. I always said I wanted a fall baby, but the more I think about it I think having a baby at the end of July before the extreme heat of summer hits is great. But now I think the poor baby is going to have to be exposed to the heat. Poor child.

I am excited to have a child, I have been saying for a long time I would be happy to have one tomorrow. Now that tomorrow has arrived I am SCARED!!!! What if I screw up my child.

I pray each and every day the Lord gives me the knowledge and power to care for something so special.